Frankly, after so many years

I still don't know how the two could be reconciled. They appear to be standing in two different extremes at my alma mater. One is noble, of great sensibility, constructive of creating positive environment, growth, learn, better. The other is manipulative, headache, contradictory, bothersome, too much noise.

I really went to the wrong school for physics, for a high school student I was.